Happy Holidays

Just sit down and write….that’s my constant message on mental replay. I have unfinished everything and my feet are cemented in the routine of nothingness. What I mean is, I take the kids to school, I try to give my hubs some space to work in our apartment, I make the usual calls to my mom and sister, and I think about what is my next move? Who do I want to be?

Just being able to ponder possibilities is a privilege.

Getting stuck in the shouldy shit show is wasteful and useless.

Distraction is the biggest inhibitor for me. I know that I need more discipline to power down, stop scroll, and and cancel convenience. moving at the pace of technology never felt right, but as time passed, I joined the party but I’m realizing that its the same song and no exits off the dance floor. The constant streaming is devastating to peace of mind.

Why do we report on the same bad shit all day long?

My thoughts seem to ramble but I’m going to release the floodgates. Democracy is the the freedom to choose. No one wants to give that up. In order to have that freedom we have to embrace that choice is different for everyone.

The push back on vaccines and the right to choose “my body” if that’s the sentiment then why do we have legislation mandating rules on a woman’s body? That is some double standard, backward bull shit.

Clean it up. call it out.

sayin one thing and meaning another is old ass shit. It’s time for some new new.

As far the last few days of 2021, the joy of living is ahead.